Author: Anne Calhoun

Turn Me Loose by Anne Calhoun

Turn Me Loose by Anne CalhounTurn Me Loose by Anne Calhoun
Series: Alpha Ops, #6
Published by St. Martin's Paperbacks on May 30th 2017
Pages: 350
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When she was on the verge of adulthood, Riva Henneman committed a crime and got caught red-handed. Luckily, she was busted by a HOT young cop...who also had a big heart. A one-time SEAL candidate, Officer Ian Hawthorn knew how it felt to have your dreams derailed. So he gave Riva a choice: face prison time or work for him as a confidential informant. But even a get-out-of-jail-free card comes with a cost. . .
Years later, Ian still remembers beautiful, innocent Riva--and the smoldering attraction they shared but both tried to ignore. Will they have a second chance, now that they're back in each other's lives? Riva's work with inner-city children has led to a surprise run-in with Ian, who has his own agenda--one that could put them both in grave danger. Is their desire worth the risk this time?

Riva’s and Ian’s relationship is a complex one and while it’s not quite a second-chance trope we’re dealing with here, it can’t be denied that circumstances and their shared history have made their case together this time around layered and complicated as repressed desire and attraction come to the fore. ‘Turn Me Loose’ is riveting and more character-focused, though a little slow-paced for me, as I’d expected action and evasion, rather than a slow burn and a slow build-up to a climax that I did see coming.

But Anne Calhoun’s trademarks for me at least, are her excellent insights into her characters and the sharp way she writes about the emotional state of mind. ‘Turn Me Loose’, like most of her other books, is yet another example of it. Ian and Riva are as flawed and multifaceted as you can get, torn by their individual duties yet determined to fight for what’s right because they’re still haunted by the shadow of their own pasts. But there’s also so much regret in their lives—dreams they’d never managed to quite fulfil—but that changes by the end of the book, where finding each other takes on more meaning than what they’ve been searching for.

Thanks to Calhoun’s sleek writing, I liked every moment of the build-up between them, as we’re taken past “careful” sex to sex with no-holds-barred that ends with the ominous warning that things are going to fall apart. Yet there aren’t any sharp spikes or dips in the action that I expect of RS and to my slight disappointment, ‘Turn Me Loose’ didn’t quite fit that category as I kept waiting for something more dramatic to happen, which didn’t. Furthermore, I couldn’t exactly swallow the idea that Ian had always loved Riva for seven years—at least, not when they’ve had something so rocky that they’d never even sought out each other—which kept me somewhat sceptical up until the very end. But Calhoun’s HEA is typically a HFN as well, and it comes as a blissful wrap-up and a quick catch up with the rest of the characters in the Alpha-Ops series, which I hope wouldn’t be the last that I see of them.


Going Deep by Anne Calhoun

Going Deep by Anne CalhounGoing Deep by Anne Calhoun
Series: Alpha Ops, #5
Published by St. Martin's Paperbacks on November 1st 2016
Pages: 352
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After weeks on a sold-out tour, singer Cady Ward is coming home for the holidays. But after one too many episodes of fan-craziness, Cady’s manager decides that she needs protection—in the form of muscled cop Conn McCormick. Longing for peace and quiet to prepare before her next album drops, Cady doesn’t need a bodyguard just to deal with some vague email threats…though she can’t deny that close proximity to Conn’s body is a very nice place to be.
Conn is in the midst of a career scandal when his boss assigns him to pop-star guard duty. It’s a poor use of his skills, even though Cady’s feisty nature proves the perfect distraction for Conn while Internal Affairs investigates his case. What begins as a sizzling attraction becomes something deeper than either Conn or Cady could have expected. But when Conn uncovers the sinister plan behind the threats to Cady, he’s faced with a professional dilemma: To save her life, will he risk having a future with the only woman who’s ever touched his soul?

My standing weakness for Anne Calhoun’s writing isn’t exactly a state secret, but good language and the beauty of precision and pacing can make or break a story for me. ‘Going Deep’ isn’t any different from the rest of Calhoun’s Alpha Ops books: slow-going and rather predictable with her stories reading more like a meditative character study than an action film straining at the edges to burst free into explosions and non-stop action.

And that is in itself, unusual enough for me to slow down and savour the descriptive and very introspective story of a bodyguard assigned to an up and coming pop singer whose several weeks of hiatus will change everything they know of each other.

I had however, expected more action and suspense and thought that the ending was an anti-climax when we were given a cursory resolution of the so-called mystery and Conn’s own conflict at work, which somewhat curtailed my enjoyment of the book.

But perhaps what really appeals and what I remember most after the last page is turned-and this is admittedly not for those who want a healthy mix of action and steam—is how Calhoun cracks open her characters, and displays them at their rawest and most vulnerable. More surprisingly though, it’s not during sex when that happens, even if these scenes are more erotic than dirty.

I liked Conn and Cady immediately; they are characters who don’t seem to play the usual games, are strangely honest with with each other minus the usual issues that flare so brightly until one hurts the other unspeakably and needs to grovel for the damage done. Instead, there’s a sort of melancholy stamped into both of them, and whose attraction to each other somehow seem natural—like a long-forgotten spark, a connection that’s rare but to be cherished for the moment—, which I find all the more remarkable for a pair as mismatched as Cady and Conn.

Throughout the book there’s this constant moody lyricism that calls into the question of home, that elusive something that Cady and Conn both can’t seem to find in their own respective lives. Calhoun expounds this yearning as excellently as she did in the first book of this series, leaving an ending that’s bittersweet, like the closing of a chapter without a glimpse of how their new path together would go, while leaving me wanting more of their lives together in the future.


The SEAL’s Second Chance by Anne Calhoun

The SEAL’s Second Chance by Anne CalhounThe SEAL's Second Chance by Anne Calhoun
Series: Alpha Ops, #3
Published by Swerve on April 5th 2016
Pages: 115
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In high school, basketball star Charlotte Stannard and Navy SEAL Jamie Hawthorn were everything but lovers. They shared a ruthlessly competitive spirit and relentless drive, but Charlie, afraid of the consequences of an unplanned pregnancy at seventeen, drove Jamie away. But now Jamie's back in town for the banquet to honor the basketball coach, and finds Charlie, newly home from a successful career in the European leagues and coaching the girls' team. The flames between them are hotter than ever, but Charlie believes Jamie just wants what he couldn't have when they were kids. Jamie's not just playing to win. He's playing for Charlie's heart, forever.

‘The SEAL’s Second Chance’ is classic Calhoun at work – a ten-year-history of friends that never really became more is finally given that sexy do-over when Jamie Hawthorn returns to Lancaster, seeking out the woman whom he’d never forgotten and perhaps, even loved. We’re not given a good enough reason for two people wanting each other badly yet not doing something concretely positive about it for a decade, yet it’s clear that the book is less concerned with revisiting the past (or even plotting the future) than it is with recording the present.

I enjoyed this short read nonetheless; Anne Calhoun excels at cataloguing intense, live-in-the-moment experiences and I’ve come to accept her stories for what they are: brief flashes of people (re)connecting, whose flaky pasts aren’t necessarily given sufficient explanations or justification, yet do so with a rawness that is enthralling and captivating; in fact, it’s almost akin to watching a short snippet of an erotic film that works well enough because it lacks actual context. Ms. Calhoun aims instead, to titillate and indulge even if it is somewhat sensually hedonistic, but isn’t that really the point here?


Jaded by Anne Calhoun

Jaded by Anne CalhounJaded by Anne Calhoun
Series: Walkers Ford #2
Published by Berkley on February 4th 2014
Pages: 304
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After life as a cop in Denver leaves him burned-out, Lucas Ridgeway returns to Walkers Ford, South Dakota, to serve as their chief of police. He’s hoping to start over with a clean slate and avoid any emotional entanglements—even after his next-door neighbor kisses him senseless. Alana is passionate, dedicated, and most importantly leaving town soon. So why not have some fun?Alana Wentworth comes from a larger-than-life political family, yet all she wanted was to be a librarian. Then after an embarrassing marriage proposal from Mr. Not-For-Her, she jumps at the chance to live her dream for a few months. She wasn't supposed to get involved with the community—or sexy, troubled Lucas. But when the time comes for Alana to put Walkers Ford behind her, she’s not ready. And Lucas may not be ready for her to go…

I wish I could rate this higher than what I’m giving, but honestly, I was just hopelessly bored when the clichéd cop/librarian relationship just seemed to drag on without respite. There wasn’t anything too attractive about Lucas Ridgeway, whom I thought way too emotionless, jaded and staid to enjoy anything except sex. And while Alana Wentworth was quiet but determined and a fairly good counterpoint to Lucas, I still couldn’t for the life imagine anything life-changing between them.

Fairly disappointing overall, but I won’t quite give up on Anne Calhoun just yet, especially when some of her stories are just that memorable.

Just not this one, sadly.


The SEAL’s Rebel Librarian by Anne Calhoun

The SEAL’s Rebel Librarian by Anne CalhounThe SEAL's Rebel Librarian by Anne Calhoun
Series: Alpha Ops, #2
Published by Swerve on March 1st 2016
Pages: 124
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The second in the Alpha Ops novella series that features an alpha Navy SEAL and the librarian who brings him to his knees.
Jack Powell never planned on leaving the Navy, but his final mission as a SEAL left him with a tremor and a bad case of nerves. He's home, taking some college classes and trying to figure out what comes next when he meets Erin Kent, a divorced college librarian with an adventurous bucket list and a mission to get her ex-husband's voice out of her head. Jack guides Erin through skydiving and buying the motorcycle of her dreams, blithely accepting Erin's promise that their relationship is purely temporary. But when Jack gets the chance to go back into the shadowy world of security contracting, can he convince Erin to break her word and join him on the adventure of a lifetime?

Anne Calhoun continues Jack Powell’s story as soon as the Turkish-holidaying contingent comes home and slides straight into the hot but temporary affair between him and a librarian desperately looking to live a life that isn’t dictated by any man.

Wrapped up at about 80 pages, ‘The SEAL’s rebel librarian’ is shorter than its predecessor, and is simply a drawn-out description of Jack’s and Erin’s time together and the intense, yearning hope of more when it becomes clear that a steamy time between the sheets isn’t all that they want. Short, yet sultry and so sensually evocative, I’m starting to think that each story’s brevity is deliberately calculated to leave the reader wanting more, all of which end at a point where the tentative first blooms of a budding relationship start to unfurl.


The SEAL’s Secret Lover by Anne Calhoun

The SEAL’s Secret Lover by Anne CalhounThe SEAL's Secret Lover by Anne Calhoun
Series: Alpha Ops, #1
Published by Swerve on February 2nd 2016
Pages: 118
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The first in the Alpha Ops novella series that features an alpha Navy SEAL who meets his match in a buttoned-up firecracker who is hiding a passionate side. Logistics director Rose Powell agreed to chaperone her grandmother on a guided tour of Roman ruins on one condition: her brother Jack would come with her. But when Jack backs out, his best friend and fellow SEAL Keenan Parker takes his place. Without a working cell phone, Rose's orderly world drifts into dreamy days and hot, secret nights in Keenan's bed. Keenan left the Navy but never made it any farther than Istanbul, much less to a viable future. Until he does, he'll show Rose things she didn't know about herself. Can he give his heart and his future to the woman he promised his best friend he'd never touch?

Rose Powell’s trip to Turkey with her gran and other elderly friends nearly falls apart when her brother—PTSD ridden and anti-social—pulled out of it, leaving her with his best friend to play tour guide. Stuck without a cell phone and proper WIFI, Rose’s organised world of best-laid plans and itinerary dissolves in the wake of a vacation fling that she starts with Keenan. Drifting through the temporary world of ruins with nights of passion and days spent with the weight of history bearing down on them, both Keenan and Rose are forced to consider aspects of themselves they have never known – and the real meaning of belonging.

Like ships passing each other in the night, Rose and Keenan’s connection is unexpected, but memorable enough that temporary turns permanent. While I understood Rose’s own motivations for control and orderliness, I was even more intrigued by Keenan’s negation of the overt type of PTSD that most military romances seem to espouse, exuding instead, the mysterious yet subtle sense of having lost any sense of home, so eloquently brought across by the thin parallels Ms. Calhoun draws to The Illiad.

The attractiveness of Anne Calhoun’s writing lies precisely in its allusiveness, the near-abstract focus on emotions and the intense cataloguing of the present, as well as the wonderfully nuanced and subtle characterisation of both Keenan and Rose. The content (thankfully!) isn’t quite a proper reflection of the sleazy suggestiveness of its title, and I was surprised to find myself engrossed in the same trek that Rose and Keenan take around Turkey, similarly caught up in that dreamy, sensual world that unfolded in the ruins and later, in the bedroom. In fact, I’m vaguely reminded of Anais Nin’s writing, even if this story lacks the same visceral vocabulary and crystalline control of Nin’s erotica, yet that this comparison even slipped into my mind is pretty impressive enough, given the brevity of the novella.


Liberating Lacey by Anne Calhoun

Liberating Lacey by Anne CalhounLiberating Lacey by Anne Calhoun
Published by Ellora's Cave on January 22nd 2010
Pages: 272
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Newly divorced Lacey Meyers wasted too many years yawning through sex in the missionary position. Now she’s looking for a hookup with a man who can make her shatter. What she gets is a hot younger cop with handcuffs… and he’s not afraid to use them.
Hunter Anderson knows the score—though classy, successful women like Lacey might play with guys like him, at the end of the evening, they walk. But when one night leads to another and then another, he finds himself getting too attached to a woman he can’t have.
Lacey knows Hunter—gorgeous, hard-edged and eight years younger—won’t want anything permanent. No matter how hot and daring he makes her first public sex, quickie, backseat encounter and secret fantasy role-play, she can’t mistake adventurous sex for emotional involvement.
They both know it’s got to end, and soon, or someone’s going to get hurt. But can either of them go back to life without the other?

I dove into this book with absolutely no expectations at all, except for the sleazy smut that awaited me and was immensely happy to see how wrong I was.

Liberating Lacey is pretty much as story of an older woman and a younger man; more specifically, a rich sophisticate and a blue-collar cop whose chemistry together is unexpectedly off the charts, pushed up the scale by Anne Calhoun’s classy writing and very mature introspection of both characters. I found myself championing Lacey immediately and the circumstances she found herself in in particular, loving the dignified way she conducted herself, lacking the histrionics and immaturity that do plague heroines from time to time.

The only issue that prevented me from giving this a wholehearted 5-starred review is the abrupt end which only hinted at their HEA and the lack of an epilogue that could have given Lacey’s and Hunter’s story absolute closure.